I'm tired of the attitudes from cj.
I guess he still doesn't realize that its his fault I can't trust him.
Because yet day after day I got yelled at by the little questions I ask.
I'm so sick of feeling like a piece of shit.
You tell me you didn't text me back because you didn't want to talk to me,
and now your telling me differnt.
Way to go.
You lied.
You must feel like a real man now.
I'm so confused. I'm dizzy all the time and I have too much thought in my head.
Is it time I just give up and see that I'm not going to ever fully trust him again
until he works for it and earns it?
No, it's not time for me to realize that because if I do,
I'll remember that he won't ever truly work for it and I'll just give up on him.
I'm beginning to miss may 7th, 2008.
I never layed by her side and yet still felt so alone..
Not once.
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