I'm trying to imagine my life without CJ and I really can't even imagine it.. without him i would compare to nothing. the puddle your stepping in. the dirt you run your hands through. the sky you stare up to. im there, but nobody really notices. nobody stops to take a second look at me. i dont matter.
I want to thank my baby for loving me. We have had rough patches along the way but I know we can make it through anything. What we share is too strong to break. I wish i could be in his arms right now. or even just having my leg against his, it doesn't matter. I just want to be next to him. I want to know he's right here. right here breathing, dreaming, loving me.
When i was talking to him a few hours ago, i let him know how pissed i was that we arnt going to be able to see each other on weds, our one year. but he said he was going to come get me anyways and thats why he wasnt mad about it like i was. he was probably trying to keep it a secret until weds but.. thats alright.
i cant stop thinking about him. about the simplest things he does and how it can make me so damn happy. and the way his smile makes my heart skip. i never knew love could be so strong. i never knew he was going to let me love him, but he did. and he loves me. i belive it more than anything else in this world. i believe, there is not one person on this planet who could make me feel the way he males me feel, every single day.
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